nerdy beautiful

OMNOMNOMNOM

2009-03-13T07:37:45Z

I really shouldn't be here cos I should be packing all my last minute stuffs. Bah! Weather was a real spoiler just now, but it seems set for our match later. Awesome! Hope we'll play well. (: And yes, Benjamin is such a beauty. Ginormous eyes and nice lips. Hahaha, just like mama, huh?

The cutest eyebrows, definitely. ((:

smile, baby (:

2009-03-12T09:15:14Z

I demand to see the pictures of Benjamin! Thank you very much, Ms Oh. Heh.

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Camp tomorrow! Am looking forward to it. It's going to be plenty fun! Matches every day and quality time with the girls. Great way to start the hols. (: And I am loving the "sports cca board" in school. Haha, thanks pea. :D Ice blended banana milk? Heh.

Funny talk today, and I think K is thinking stuff now. Heh. She cute. (:
Smiled to myself and looked like an idiot on the way home.
Thing is, I can't remember what made me do so. Strange.
Oh yesh, I'm praying for good weather over the next 3 days.
And.. I 'tore' my gum. |:
On another note, CTs are done! Awesome! :P
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I want to jam badly! ):

boom!

2009-03-02T10:56:47Z

Hopefully, tomorrow will be the day! :D

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The chinese show left deep impressions. How strange.
It wasn't just simple lessons/reminders about love, death, eternity..
It was more..
There was so much more.
And I can't fully comprehend..
A wonderful work of art.

american idiot

2009-02-28T05:38:55Z

I wish I was there.
All the way, babes! (:

rainbows

2009-02-26T10:15:39Z

''We all live in a yellow submarine.''
The song just makes me smile. (:

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Three rainbows in a day.
Three- one for each I know of.
No more pain, no more suffering. (:

dry cough

2009-02-25T11:55:49Z

I am running a fever. Great, just when I'm at the peak of my fitness. Sigh.
And my legs.. They're going to feel this way every day 50 years down the road. ):

funny monster

2009-02-09T10:55:28Z

"Hello lovely! Don't be sad! (:"
Shermin always cheers me up. Heh.
And I'm glad you listened. (:
(gorilla, want some bananas? heh)

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Friendly on Wednesday! |:

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Now now, don't let yourself wander.
You're strong, girl. (:

crossroads

2009-02-07T15:06:02Z

To stay or to go?

How do I smile and behave as if I don't know anything?

hari ini hari isnin

2009-02-02T10:48:43Z

SCANDALOUS!! Seriously, omgzz. WAHAHAHA!
(sjc girls certainly aim high)

I seriously feel like killing you, sometimes.

personality quiz!

2009-01-28T10:14:38Z

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. (there's more.. hahahaa!)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (this just gave me the motivation I've been lacking. yay!)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Not a huge believer of such tests, but this one proved to be quite true. FYI, they have r/ships stuffs that I decided to omit. Haha, try it. See if it's accurate. (: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

just the 2 of us

2009-01-25T09:50:42Z

Met wee and maddy ystd. (:

I can't believe you actually know what I want.
What sucks is that I admitted it.

I know not what to feel right now.

dijonpops @ 2009-01-23T23:02:00

2009-01-23T15:03:44Z

Fluctuating moods. Grr.
At least I was happy for a while.

burgernomics

2009-01-19T12:53:08Z

There are 3 things one can do with money...
1) Spend it
2) Save it
3) Pay Taxes (hahahahaha!)

That really cracked me up.
The things I take away from econs. Lol~

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they call you my fb. pb. sb.
well, they got it all wrong.

woot!

2009-01-18T14:04:05Z

I have bought meself me new year dress that I am utterly contented with. Thank you, gorilla, for accompanying me. (:

Is it that difficult?
Argh. Plbft.

you set my soul alight

2009-01-14T11:27:16Z

Back to my Muse period. Hahah! - points at current music- Awesome shit. :D

My choice. ((:

end of the world

2009-01-12T10:53:50Z

Sitting, waiting, wishing..
(Like literally. ugh!)

School has started. First time ever that first day back was awful fun! Man, everyone was so blardy high. Laughing and joking and touching. Wahahaa!

hey babeh, I'm proud of you. you did your best and you gave it your all. so don't fret, yea? whatever it is, always know i'm here. ((:

the theory of evolution

2009-01-08T03:23:47Z

Complications, that I am (amidst it all) glad for. (:

Being the biggest in number, in terms of age as well, we're the most difficult to handle. Everyone has their own views and are stubborn in the things they believe. We don't believe in the rountines people place before us, and we only attend sessions with the promise of fun. It's hard not to influence the kids, as much as we don't want to. Then again, we may be easily influenced ourselves. That is, only by our friends. Ha! We're the loudest and the live of a party, but the lowest and silent at camps. We don't see how whatever is said on a Friday or a Sunday may be applicable in our lives, but we come anyway. We make stupid comments and do shite stuff, that I wonder if we'll ever regret it. Then again, it's all in the name of fun. And fun is all we need. Fun, laughter, gum and rum. Maybe we'll learn, someday. (:

Well, I have been able to unleash my 'maternal instincts' around this awful lot, that despite it all, I do love and appreciate. :D

I cannot hold on and I cannot let go.
You have 7 seconds before it's too late to go.

signs and coincidence

2009-01-07T10:25:26Z

When school starts, chinese will be replaced with conversational malay. Can improve me malay! Awesome! Haha! (:
Oh, I am blardy un-fit. ): Training is not helping, bleh. Hope you're feeling better, Rah. Heal well! ((:

Tastes like candy canes at Christmas.
Squeeeee!! :D

of riffs and steps

2009-01-06T05:49:14Z

Hola, new bass! Sunburst, real sweet. (: I foresee Cedric and I fighting over it. Heh. The guy who sold it to us wanted to let it go cause he bought himself a Thunderbird. Quick, go, "Wah!!". Yes, it's awesome I tell you. But the bass that he sold was nice to play and the sound's great! Matt and I weren't really expecting that, so yea.. Good lots. :D

As Alicia puts it, I'm a confused musician. I don't know which is 'my instrument' and I just go around making noise on all the availables. I have jumped three instruments in less than a year. Haha, that is pretty quick! I think it's because I find myself being unable to progress in that particular instrument. I don't know if it's due to a lack of opportunity or whether I'm just not motivated enough to try and improve myself. I would believe it's more of the latter. Sigh. Then again, it may be due to the absence of people in the ministry. Say, when our drummer decides to mia, and the worship leader requests drums, I fill the space. So, right now, I have two choices. Well, somewhat.. 1) Switch back to guitar, and learn to experiment with all the stuffs. This will definitely upset the schedule though. 2) Choose between bass or drums, and stick to it! Must learn steps/riffs and fill-ins respectively! How now brown cow? I will definitely need to replace people still. Rarr.

Heal my heart and make it clean.
Open up my eyes to the things unseen.
Show me how to love like you have loved me.
Break my heart for what breaks yours,
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause,
As I walk from earth into eternity.

This is irrinnoying me! /:

confused/troubled

2009-01-03T16:26:32Z

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - yes
2. Are you happy - maybe/ maybe not
3. Are you bored - yes
4. Are you fair - colour-wise, i'd say no
5. Are you Italian - oh yea!
6. Are you intelligent - i would like to be
7. Are you honest - yes
8. Are you nice - selectively
9. Are you Irish - yea, i'm english, french, and a whole lot more
10. Are you Asian - probably this too

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - M
2. Nicknames - m
3. Birth place - -
4. Hair color - brown-black? black-brown?
5. Natural hair style - wavy
6. Eye Color - brown
7. Birthday - 13 Dec
8. Mood - ): yet thankful
9. Favorite color - colour(s)? green, purple, yellow, red
10. One place you'd like to visit - venice

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE (good god x_x)
1. Have you ever been in love - yes
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - maybe
3. Do you currently have a crush? - yes
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yes
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - yes
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - yes
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - yes
8. Are you afraid of commitment - nope
9. Who was the last person you hugged - eh, wee
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - wee i think. after the hug? hah

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - love
2. Hard liquor or beer - uh..
3. Cats or dogs - dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - a few best friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy - crunchy most of the time
6. Pencil or Pen - pencil
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - insert -sly- emoticon
8. Money or Happiness - if both could work, why not?
9. Night or day - it depends
10. IM or phone - -

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - have i even snuck out before?
2. Seen a polar bear - yepp
3. Done something you regret - yes
4. Bungee jumped - nope, unfortunately
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - yes
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - no
7. Been caught naked - NO!
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - -
9. Cried because you lost a pet - nope
10. Wanted to disappear - need this be said?

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - eyes, or both? (:
2. Light or dark hair - dark i guess
3. Hugs or kisses - xoxo, lol
4. Shorter or taller - if the person is any shorter than i am. that's quite sad.
5. Intelligence or attraction - both could work here too
6. Topman or Zara - is this relevant?
7. Funny or serious - both, at the appropriate time
8. Older or Younger - -
9. Outgoing or quiet - preferably outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad - how abt sweet or salty?

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yes
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yes
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - standing only
4. Ever been to a rock concert - yes
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - close to, hahaa
6. Ever been on a dance team - not a team, but did dance?
7. Ever been on a sports team - yeap
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yarp
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - certainly! along with my house on a hill
10. Ever been in a rap video? - definitely not

LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - the person didn't pick up
2. Last person you hugged - STM much
3. Last person you hung out with - person(s), alicia, mark, matt, zhen (all so old!! hahah!)
4. Last time you worked - -
5. Last person you talked to - mark
6. Last person you IM'd - -
7. Last person you texted - (:
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - clarence, clarissa, dezmand (who fell asleep), coleman!, kenneth, jolene
9. Last person/thing you missed - (secret)
10. Last website visited - hotmail?

Tag- pea, david, ms wu's BEST friend (lol~)

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sigh

so torn! ping pong, ping pong. the reason as to why i would want to go and would not want to is the same. i hope you had plenty fun. not like it would've made a difference. pfft. (163713141327! ugh!)

sigh

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J -
if i could speak with you, i would.
i would tell you..
that your actions are wrong.
that you should not disregard the feelings.
that you're hurting someone.
that, besides it all, i love you still.

09

2009-01-01T11:27:57Z

Day 1

watchnight service was good. alicia and dora gave me fake nails that i thoroughly adored. pity they all fell off before service even started. ha! will def do this more! super girl, but fun. (: the nails are still sitting on my desk. mental note- must buy GOOD nail glue. yes, 08 has been good. never thought i'd make it through year 1, but i have, and the task ahead is even more daunting. but, i can and will do this! :D resolutions? will share the ones i keep at the end of the year. heh. remind me.

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!" :D

why did i subject myself to that?
stupidity.
don't be overly friendly, please.

cia, you the best! (:

back to reality

2008-12-30T15:16:49Z

Muahahaa, I am a happy kid :D

Updated wishlist. Heh.

~~- basketball shoes (first ever! prolly last too)~~
- a basketball
- everlast sneakers (purple/olive/brown?)
- bagpack (?)
- 2009 planner (have one in mind alrdy)
- a watch, that actually works
- cds: out of the vein (yes, still!) by 3eb, albertine by brooke fraser
~~- carebears! wahahaha!~~
- a new guitar, looking towards a plug-in acoustic
- hillsong london album, hail to the king
- going-out' slippers/sandals/flats

Bangkok was good. And okay, the other stuff if I don't get, I'll be alright with. Prolly going to get the planner tomorrow, so.. Yepp! :P Do you not feel my glee? To add on, I got asics sneakers too, if they're called sneakers. Shoes. Wasn't expecting the everlast ones, but punk-ass bro and dora were beyond sweet. (: And to think I could've found a watch in bkk! No! The most difficult to find, lol~ Fuss pot. Got the little tin can I've been meaning to get too, not to mention many many tops. Happy. Time to start doing homework again. Ha~ (refer to post title)

hello, i'm still waiting..

(?)

2008-12-23T02:21:07Z

okay, i need to know what's on your mind. why did you have to cover-up about the call? i really don't understand. did you feel weird with me being around? and whatever he says, though true it is, please don't believe it. plus, you behave differently whenever we're not alone, that leads me to wonder what is wrong. blardy hell, just be honest with me.

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christmas shopping with rach ystd was pretty good. hahahahaa! went down to ikea, hunted for gifts for cell members, and settled on this horridly cute-looking thing and magnets (-.-). yesh, read my expression, but it's quite cute as well. we then headed to town to buy our own stuff! heh! i should make a list of things that i want to get/wouldn't mind receiving. lol~ so yea, managed to convert rach to the everlast side. (: and failed to find a decent-looking bagpack. so i still need to go shopping. speaking of which, bangkok trip is perfect! everyone should be glad it's after christmas, else all the christmas gifts will be from there. hahaha. like rah's 5 rupiah, eh maddy? i need to go hunt for and print pictures. smart ass me decided to get clips, without realising there might not be enough pictures of us.

so... wishlist. :D (that's hardly going to come true)
~~- basketball shoes (first ever! prolly last too)~~
- a basketball
- everlast sneakers (purple/olive/brown?)
- bagpack (?)
- 2009 planner (have one in mind alrdy)
- a watch, that actually works
- cds: out of the vein (yes, still!) by 3eb, albertine by brooke fraser
~~- carebears! wahahaha!~~
- a new guitar, looking towards a plug-in acoustic
~~- hillsong london album, hail to the king~~
- going-out' slippers/sandals/flats
these are like the for-now when i can't seem to remember anything else. haha!
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what to get for the punk-ass bro? |:

5 more days!

2008-12-20T04:48:21Z

christmas is approaching too fast! haven't decided what to do/ get yet! SOS. hahahaa. and yepp, current music is a song that i really really do not like actually. at least till i heard the relient k version. go listen to it! it's pretty good a version, and i really like the syncopation and harmonies. fwah! (: think if i hear the normal versions, i'd still squirm and start complaining about how draggy the song is and what not. ha! but yesh, the acoustic parts, different strumming patterns and up-keys are cool. sucker for good music and transitions. lol. adore their version of have yourself a merry little christmas and sleigh ride too, other songs that i don't really fancy. might be due to gift wrapping where the songs are on repeat for 8hrs straight. so yeap!

hohum, as santa's bells are ringing.

supernova's light!

2008-12-19T11:41:45Z

my absence has been due to camp, which was pretty shitty yet fun. hur, confused. anyways, long overdue this is, but a big thank you to all who wished me/ celebrated with/ surprised/ made me (: or laugh last saturday. :D the big adorable blue thing is sitting with the brown, not-so-big but adorable-as-well thing. the orange thing is still in it's paper bag. hahahahaa! doesn't mean that much, afterall. lol, nono, i'm sure it does. yarp, ubin 'expedition' was really tiring, and i am really annoyed with the wild boars. seriously! five of you and no camera, nehneh. worth 500 points la, bun. it's okay, apopheis (or however it's supposed to be spelt) did well. proud of ourselves considering we're the 'eldest' with highly unenthusiatic poly and jc people. okay, and i love coleman. -insert sly emoticon here- my fellow poet who can't rhyme for nuts. heh. (yesh yesh, you rock! -.-)

so you think you can pose, HAHAHA! i've got the most brilliant one. will upload the pics when i get them from RHM. (:

why do people make mistakes, knowing it's a mistake?